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YA poseshchal zanyatiya po plavaniyu v mestnom klube YMCA s 1961 po 1966 gody. Gruppy formirovalis' v sootvetstvii s vozrastom. (Plavki mal'chikam nadevat' ne razreshalos', vse poseshchali zanyatiya golyshom). Podrostkam starshe 12 - 13 let obespechivalas' bol'shaya konfidentsial'nost' - nablyudateley ne puskali na tribuny basseyna. YA ne dumayu, chto eto bylo formal'noye zapreshcheniye, skoreye prosto ustanovivshiyesya Lacey Mosely Naked sredi mam, sestor i prochikh ozhidayushchikh ne zakhodit' v zonu basseyna, kogda tam prokhodyat uroki ili trenirovki "starshikh" mal'chikov.
No ya znayu, chto i v 13 let v vos'mom klasse, kogda mamy i sostry mogli Man Naked Single nablyudat' za nami, ya chuvstvoval sebya chereschur vystavlennym napokaz. Bylo ochen' neudobno, kogda na sleduyushchiy den' posle plavaniya ya v shkole sidel za partoy ryadom s devochkoy, kotoraya vchera videla menya Search Results Nude Celebrity. Ved' i v starshikh klassakh devochki budut vso eto vspominat'. YA pomnyu vstrechu s odnoy devochkoy v 11 klasse, kogda mne bylo 16 let. Pri pervoy zhe vstreche ona sprosila: "Pomnish' li ty, kak ya nablyudala za toboy golym na plavanii paru let nazad?" YA pomnyu chuvstva nespravedlivosti i styda, kotoryye ispytal v toy situatsii.
Eta devochka byla sestroy mal'chika iz nashey gruppy. Ona vtyurilas' v menya i poluchala udovol'stviye ot poseshcheniya nashikh zanyatiy po plavaniyu so svoyey mamoy. V techeniye tekh let, chto ona nablyudala za mnoy, ya vyros iz rebonka v yunoshu, i pozzhe ona mne rasskazala, kak den' za dnom ona sledila za poyavleniyem u menya lobkovykh volos i uvelicheniyem penisa. Ona skazala, Loser Takes A Swim Nude eti nablyudeniya zakonchilis', kogda nam oboim bylo po 14 let, i ona ochen' zhaleyet, chto ne mozhet etogo Wwe Diva Chirsty Hemme Naked seychas.
U menya dve sestry i odin brat. Odna sestra mladshe menya na god, a drugaya - starshe na chetyre goda. YA pomnyu, chto chuvstvoval sebya boleye neudobno, kogda byl golym, s mladshey sestroy. Ona byla odnoy iz tekh, kto privodil na nashi zanyatiya svoikh podruzhek. Boobs Nude Celebritirs moya mama ne razreshila yey etogo delat', ili pozvolyala vzyat' s soboy lish' odnu devochku. Ona obychno govorila chto-to vrode: "Pol chuvstvuyet sebya ne sovsem komfortno i bez tvoikh chetyrokh podruzhek. Priglasi odnu Syuzannu!" Odnako yeyo logika osnovyvalas' na tom, chto yesli kazhdyy budet priglashat' po chetvero gostey, to tribuny basseyna perepolnitsya, a vovse ne potomu, chto ya golyy pered devchonkami!
Gorazdo men'she menya trevozhila obnazhonnost' v prisutstvii starshey sestry. Free Naked Gymnastics Pics to, chtoby mne nravilos', kogda ona smotrit na menya, gologo, no v silu kakikh-to prichin, vyzvannykh raznitsey v vozraste, ya stydilsya yeyo gorazdo men'she.
Videvshiye menya golym odnoklassnitsy v otkrytuyu ne draznilis'. Obychno devochki khikhikali ob etom mezhdu soboy. Devochka, kotoraya napryamuyu govorila mal'chikam slishkom mnogo, schitalas' prostushkoy i luzershey. No kogda devochka ulybalas' pri vide menya, otvechayushchego urok pered klassom, ya ne somnevalsya, chto Loser Takes A Swim Nude zritel'no vspominayet, kak vchera videla menya gologo na plavanii.
Widowmaker Overwatch Nude pomnyu, chto vpervyye poprosil mamu i sestor ne poseshchat' moi Figurative Nude Oil Paint plavaniyem, kogda mne bylo 12 let. Nachalos' polovoye sozrevaniye, i vmeste s nim ya stal chuvstvovat' sebya nekomfortno golym pered zhenshchinami i devochkami, eto zhe chuvstvovali i moi tovarishchi. Vplot' do semnadtsati let u nas byli instruktory i spasateli zhenskogo pola. Ne dumayu, chto komu-libo iz mal'chikov nravilos' trebovaniye razdevat'sya dogola dazhe v mladshem vozraste. No eto byl ustanovivshiyesya poryadok veshchey. Ty prosto otkazyvalsya ot stydlivosti, yesli khotel zanimat'sya plavaniyem v YMCA. YA chuvstvoval sebya ochen' neudobno, vstrechayas' s odnoklassnitsey, videvshey menya vchera golym.
V tot period moy papa sostoyal v sovete direktorov nashego otdeleniya YMCA. K moyey zhalobe o tom, chto golym ya chuvstvuyu sebya neudobno pered mamoy, sostrami i drugimi zhenshchinami i devochkami, on otnessya bezo vsyakogo sochuvstviya. Kogda on byl mal'chikom, to takzhe zanimalsya plavaniyem golyshom v prisutstvii zhenshchin i devochek, i yego otvet byl korotkim: "eto mne ne povredilo". Kak budto ya deystvitel'no dolzhen zabyt', chto v vozraste 11 - 13 let chelovek 20 - 25 zhenshchin i devochek na kazhdom zanyatii videli moy penis. A ved' neskol'ko raz pryamo pered nimi u menya, kak i u drugikh patsanov nastupala erektsiya, i daleko ne vsegda Mariah Carey Nude Boobs vremya zanyatiy byla vozmozhnost' spryatat'sya, prygnuv v vodu!
No samym strannym vo vsom etom byla puritanskaya atmosfera, tsaryashchaya v nashem dome. Vse vsegda khodili polnost'yu odetymi, yesli zhe menya zastavali spuskayushchimsya po lestnitse v odnikh trusakh, to davali nagonyay za neprilichnyy vid. A ved' lish' chas nazad ya mog stoyat' golym pered mamoy i sostrami v YMCA. No byt' golym doma zapreshchalos'. YA nikogda ne mog ponyat', v chom raznitsa. Otets lish' govoril, chto stydlivost' gorazdo vazhneye doma. Vy chto-nibud' ponimayete?
Nastal den', kogda i drugiye odnoklassniki stali obsuzhdat' etu temu, i my prishli k vyvodu, chto khrenovo, kogda vo vremya zanyatiy plavaniyem v nashem vozraste materi i sostry vidyat nas golymi. Yedinstvennym utesheniyem dlya nas yavilos' to, chto v sentyabre my nachnom uchit'sya v devyatom klasse, a vo vremya zanyatiy starshikh klassov vizitory na tribuny basseyna ne dopuskayutsya, i my bol'she ne budem stoyat' golyshom pered nashimi sem'yami.
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I attended swimming classes at the local YMCA club from 1961 to 1966. Groups were formed according to age. (Boys were not allowed to wear swimming trunks; everyone attended classes naked). Adolescents over 12 - 13 years of age were provided with greater confidentiality - observers were not allowed into the stands of the pool. I don’t think it was a formal prohibition, it’s rather just the established custom among mothers, sisters and others who do not expect to enter the pool area when there are classes or training sessions for “older” boys.
But I know that at the age of 13 in the Mom Mother Daughter Nude Naked grade, when mothers and sisters could freely watch us, I felt too flaunted. It was very inconvenient when the next day after swimming, I was sitting at a school desk next to a girl who saw me naked yesterday.
This girl was the sister of a boy from our group. She fell in love with Loser Takes A Swim Nude and enjoyed visiting our swimming classes with her mom. During the years that she watched me, I grew from a child to a young man, and later she told me how, day after day, she monitored my pubic hair and penis enlargement. She said that these observations ended when we were both 14 years old, and she was very sorry that she could not do it now.
I have two sisters and one brother. One sister is one year younger than me, and the other four years younger. She was one of those who brought her girlfriends to our classes. Sometimes my mother did not allow her to do this, or allowed her to take only one girl with her. She usually said something like: "Paul is not quite comfortable without your four girlfriends. Invite one to Suzanne!" However, her logic was based on the fact that if everyone would invite four guests, the pool stands would overflow, and not at all because I was naked in front of the girls!
Much less disturbing was my nakedness in the presence of my older sister. Not that I liked it when she looked at me naked, but for some reason caused by the age difference, I was much less ashamed of her.
Classmates who saw me naked naked did not tease. Usually the girls giggled about this among themselves. A girl who spoke too much directly to Loser Takes A Swim Nude boys was considered a simpleton and a loser.
Puberty began, and with it I began to feel uncomfortably naked in front of women and girls, my comrades felt the same. Until the age of seventeen, we had female instructors and rescuers. I do not think that any of the boys liked the requirement to strip naked even at a young age. But it was an established order of things. You simply refused shyness if you wanted to go swimming in the YMCA. I felt very uncomfortable meeting a classmate who saw me naked yesterday.
At that time, my dad was on the board of directors of our YMCA. He reacted to my complaint that I feel uncomfortable naked with my mother, sisters and other women and girls, without any sympathy. When he was a boy, he was also swimming naked in the presence of women and girls, and his answer was short: "it did not hurt me." As if I really should forget that at the age of 11 - 13 years old, people of 20 - 25 women and girls in each lesson saw my penis. But several times Loser Takes A Swim Nude in front of them, like other boys, I had an erection, and it was far from always that during classes I had the opportunity to hide by jumping into the water!
But the strangest thing in all of this was the Exposed Movie Anna Nude atmosphere in our home. Everyone always walked fully dressed, but if I was forced to go downstairs in their shorts, then they gave me a scolding for an indecent appearance. But only an hour ago I could stand naked in front of my mother and sisters in the YMCA. But being naked at home was forbidden. I could never understand what is the difference. Do you understand anything?
The day came when other classmates began to discuss this topic, and we came to the conclusion that it’s shitty when mothers and sisters see us naked during swimming lessons at our age. The only consolation for us was that in September we will begin to study in the ninth grade, and during high school classes, visitors to the pool stands are not allowed, and we will no Jennifer Love Hewitt Totally Nude stand naked in front of our families.
And during a conversation with a naked girl who was watching me, I felt raped. All I could do was hold back the tears of shame from what she saw in detail all the secrets of my puberty. And also - to resent that the YMCA has established orders that completely ignore boyish bashfulness. These people did not take into account that looking at naked peers, girls will experience sexual arousal.
I myself would like to see naked girls, but this was strictly forbidden. My sisters also went swimming in the same pool, but on other days. However, all the girls were in modest closed swimsuits, and not a single boy could even dream of looking into their locker room. It all seemed completely dishonest to me.
My brother, the youngest in the family, withstood swimming classes until only eleven years old. Father even spanked him Big Booty Ebony Nude times. But his brother did not care. "I will no longer pacing naked in front of all these women!" he repeated. In the end, Loser Takes A Swim Nude disappointed father gave up. Thus, in grades 7 and 8, my brother did not experience the humiliation that fell to my lot.
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